✦ Journey To Self

Drowning in deep frozen lake, within me

I find a piece of me in books,movies and people.

Lost in a maze,searching for the disoriented pieces

Seeking,for an answer.

Who am I ?

What is my purpose ?

I entreat myself day and night.

Days become short and night be long,

Just after Dusk comes Dawn

I would burry myself in trance;

Stars shine the brightest in darkest of night,

Living, furious and ;desperately,

I want my star to shine someday.

Feeling blue

Grow into an ordinary commonplace

I, fail to remember my own reflection in mirror,

Too remorseful to look at the image in

front of me,

I ask; Who are you?

Your self destruction, it echoes

Everyday, I pray

for a glimmer of hope to light inside me, with;

An unusual awakening ,you have to lose to know yourself,

What makes me ‘me’ is the ability to grow through my experience,

Like a Phoenix, reincarnated from the ashes

And knowing myself was an enlightenment

The journey to my self will be in progress and everlasting.